Tomorrow is a big day for me. I'm really nervous about it too. I try to hide my physical pain when I'm with others and even the grocery store. But at home, I just cannot hide it and there are times when I have a hard time hiding it from others.

I have a hearing with a Judge in the morning to see if I can get Widows Disability Social Security.  All I can do is ask the Lord for the Judge to make the right decision. My husband knew how much pain I was in.  I've had 2 Doctors say that I cannot work.  I tried to work after my husband left,  but I just couldn't do it.  My boss knew I couldn't do it and even told me so.

Emotionally, I can't work either. The Doctors said so. I can't  think straight, I seem to just screw everything up, in more ways than one.

I just ask that for those of you who read my blog, please say a prayer for me. I'd really appreciate it.

Thanks!