I have so much anger boiling inside of me right now at my husband for what he did, that I feel like I'm just going to explode!
If I had a gun I'd shoot a tree over and over and over! But I don't. I don't even like guns. I wish I had a lot of unwanted glass so I could throw them all against a tree and break them!
I feel like a volcano, just boiling away and soon I'm going to erupt! I just don't want to take it out on someone else.
I wish I could go somewhere to be alone until after the first of the year is over.
I guess this is what happens when you start getting angry at your loved one?
My own flesh and blood and others blame me for my husbands death!
I don't know how much more I can take of this.
One of the several reasons that I don't like going to church is because there are too many hypocrites! I can't stand hypocrites. They all think they are better than everyone else, but they are not! They hurt you, say bad things about you, never help you, then go to church and be all righteous!
Is this what it feels like when you finally get good and mad?
I'm just so angry right now.........
My Husband
In Memory
I have issues with those (especially family members that claim to be such good Christains) that go to church every time the doors are open. Yet when you need them they are nowhere to be found. We asked a member of the family to come speak at our loved ones funeral (instead of someone that didn't know him or the family) and he said that it was more important that he be at some meeting for the city he's Mayor of..
ReplyDeleteI'm sure these people he was meeting would have re-schedule seeing it was a death in the family.
So much for " call me if you need me...I'm here for you".
As far as family goes..they are the first to turn on you. They don't know what goes on in a couples personal day to day lives...so forget them...it's not worth the energy.