It's been 18 months today since I found my dear husband of 29 years hanging in his shop. He will live in my heart forever!

I have already forgiven both my brother and my husband for not only leaving me, but leaving everyone who loved them!

It's time now, that I move on with my own life and let go. I have my life to live now, so Dale, I love you and I'll never forget you,  but I have to move on and let go of you.

I know it will be very hard for me as it has been, but I also know that God will lead the way for me.

I want to be happy again. I want to laugh hard again. I want to be able to get out and have fun with my friends. I know that your up there with your father and mother now, and you all are with God.  I'll see you someday in Heaven, but for now, I'm still on earth. I'll never forget you and you WILL live in my heart forever!
I love you, goodbye my love....