I've decided that I will not post anything from the Journals that I've written in. I'd like to keep them private.

I think that this week was the best week I've had since my husband left. We've had beautiful days and clear skies at night. I love looking up at the stars on a clear night. 

I can now laugh again! And that feels good! I used to laugh a lot and had a good sense of humor. Something took that away, but now it's coming back!

It doesn't get better over night, but as time goes on, it does get better and easier to cope.

I thank the Lord for my life and the 30 years I had with my husband. I have finally let go and I'm moving forward.

When you have someone who loves you enough to help you until you can make it on your own, it makes life much easier!